Hi all,
Six years ago i met her and i fell for her, but havnt had the courage to tell her until 2 year ago, through the years iv seen her get hurt and she always had me to fall back on to, i was always there to support her throught hard times, she wasnt always there for me though but i dont blame her because i dont know to be honest. When i told her she didnt give me a response, she just said she had to get home. Iv seen her go out with other guys, none of her relationships didnt go well they treated her badly and hurt her they didnt care about her. throughout last and this year iv been asking her out and telling her almost every day how much i love her but i get the same reponse, when i say i love you she would say awwww how cute or somthing similar and then change subject somtimes she just says OK! when i ask her out she dont say anything at all, serveral times i had to say sorry to her for asking her out i just dont get it. Last week my mate told me that she was seeing this guy i never believed him becouse i never doubted her becouse at one point she promsied me she was never hiding anything, why wouldnt she just tell me? why deoas she lie to me? from what i can see based on evidence i know he will let her down i know he will hurt her. i just want to stay away from her and try to move on but i cant ! she is attached to me! she just would let me move on, she wouldnt leave me alone! i dont even know what she wants from me! what hurts me the most is iv known her for so meny years and iv given everything to her and she doesnt even trust me, iv never done anything or ever lied to her but she can go out and date someone and give out everything to a starnger who she only known for month. i love her so much am willing to forget everything and be with her, people who went out with her get so meny chances after they have hurt her and i dont even get one iv been waiting in line for her for so meny years i just get pushed to the back everytime but am still waiting i dont know what to do.