Everything's different :S
Hmm how to start,,well just recently , as in with the girl I cant get out of my head now ,,everything seems to be different in how I feel, nothing as ever affected me this strongly. With other people I've felt as if I've 'loved' them , the feeling ; though it felt strong is weak and nothing at all in comparison to what I got going on at the moment . The feelings I have for this girl I've liked for about a 4 months-ish are not only stronger than anything I've ever felt before but seem to be controlling every aspect of my life. I've barely been sleeping and my appetetite has almost gone ,almost everything is dull and worthless..or reminds me of her enough to make me feel unhappy again , I cant even listen to most music cos we have the same tastes in bands and things. As for why Im unhappy its because I know she isnt interested,,my best friend talks to her a lot and let me know to try and stop me getting hurt or rejected or anything .. The main problem is that I cant stop , its been about 2 months now and it still feels like someone is carving my heart out with a spoon every time she looks at me now , even if she smiles. It hurts like shit and , although probably a naive question has anyone got any ideas to try and help me get over this.
many thanks
Last edited by gartlas; 14-12-08 at 11:07 AM.
Reason: fecked up times near start -.-
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