You honestly won't know how you feel until you see them. I'm going on eight months no contact and I still think about her all the time and dream about her sparingly. She's had a new boyfriend for the same eight. These questions aren't very important though. What you should be asking yourself is what you are doing to better improve yourself and gain some self worth again after this ordeal? Because when you feel really good about yourself, it won't really matter. When you find somebody else that you are happy with, it won't really matter. You will be *totally* past him.
Speaking of which, I'm actually putting myself in a situation to run into her this weekend. I've had butterflies going through my stomach all week. It's important to tell yourself that even if you do run into them, anything that happens is pretty miniscule in the big picture. It doesn't change where you stand and they aren't going to fall madly in love with you again off that one run in. It's past and there isn't much else that can be done.
Waking up next to a beautiful girl,
Step outside and say hello to my beautiful world.