Hey guys i really need some help. I broke up with my ex of 3 years about 4months ago. he was completely in love with me and i broke his heart. i didnt talk to him for about 2 weeks solid as i started seeing another guy (rebound i think) and wanted some space away from him. anyway i started seeing the rebound a bit more seriously and he told me he loved me and wanted to be my boyfriend. at the time i thought i loved him and said yes. i had to be honest and tell me ex so i did. he was completely heartbroken and told me he didnt want to speak to me again. just recently i have gone away for a month....i have had time away from my ex and my new "boyfriend" and realized that i dont actually have feeling for my new boy....he was just a distraction and during that time with him i had no time to miss my ex. now i have been away from both i realize how much i miss and love my ex. infact i want to marry him. problem is he wont even pick up my calls or return my txts...im so lost i dont know what to do....... i know im the one that broke up but my ex, but was my first love, sexual experience and everything i was only 17 and i needed to experience a bit of the world first before we got married (hes 27 now). in just being with one person since him and travelling a bit i have realized so much ( i would have been constantly wishing i had done this otherwise). what should i do? any help would be much appreciated? thanks!