Okay I know my boundaries and I'm putting this on this site because I don't know where else to go! First of all were both 20, live 300-400 miles away. I'm single and she has a girlfriend (bisexual, serious relationship, which I won't interfere with). We can't text or Facebook (tough phone plan), and were not biological cousins (!)
I saw her in may which was the first time I saw her in 4 years. During childhood I didn't talk to her that much but our families used to visit a lot. When we caught up this year it was pretty nice. We have more in common than I thought we had and connected surprisingly well.
It wast untill after she left I had an insane crush in her for 1-2 weeks (and hasn't completely went away). The problem is I'm gonna see her again this thanksgiving (when she was a minor her parents forbid her from visiting, pretty bad childhood).
I just don't know what to do, and seeing her is inevitable. I'm not goin to take action that's just uncalled for. I do know her more now and really care about her but these feelings are strong and hard to explain. I want to somehow let her know but dont want to screw anything up. any help would be appreciated.
Lastly, I do focus on other girls to get my mind off her but she's one of the few girls I wouldn't mind spending a lot of time with..