Okay guys. It seems like something new always pops up. Now, I think about it I shoulda took some of ya'll advice and waited
Some of ya'll probably know the story so I'm not going to go into details, but my boyfriend, who so calls "loves me" just told me something last night. I was in shocked at first, but after I calmed down... Well, now I'm thinking if I over reacted. I know he use to have a crush on his roommate, who is also my "associate". I know everything about how they went to the movies years ago, and how they used to have a crushed on each other.
Now remember, I'm talking about years ago. However, I just found everything out not too long ago.
Alright... let me stop blabbering... I found out that they had shared an intimate kiss. That! I Just found out last night. My first reaction was that I wouldn't be able to handle it, and I was a little hurt that they kept that from me ( even if it did happen years ago).
I've been hurt in the past, and this time I'm really trying to protect my heart.
After I hung up on him, he called back and spoke to me... long story short, I told him that I would give him his answer if I want to be with him later on today. I really don't know what to do.
Honestly, I am a little hurt... I really want to be with him and make it work, but I don't think I would be able to trust him.