So this might seem out of context to many of you who haven't read my previous posts (which you can do by going to my profile) so that's okay. But regardless, my chapter has come to an end.
So one of my good friends (lets call him S) told me that he likes the girl I love (lets call her T). I didn't say anything back but he said it was most probably a rebound thing and he told me first because she was my best-friend and I knew her the most. After he found out how much I like T, he came up to me and said not to worry and that he will get over this crush of his. So far, T does not know that S likes her.
Fast forward to this previous weekend and my entire grade goes on a trip to a villa resort. I notice that S and T were sitting together the entire bus trip there and were even listening to music together at one point. I text T that it's time we clear things up (if you don't know what happened, it's okay. its all there in my previous posts) and she replies that she can't cause she is busy walking around with all her friends. I go outside of my villa and see her and S talking alone in the night with her friends sitting down nearby.
The next day she finally agrees to talk and I apologize for all the sh*t that happened cause of me and she said that it was both of our faults. I didn't ask for a second chance but I did want to go back to the way we were 2 years ago to which she replies that it's too late for that. Eventually she asks me to break off our friendship permanently so that I can get over her. All of this happened in a span of less than 5 minutes. Then she just gets up and leaves by saying that she has to go now. I felt the worst I have been in a while.
The next day on the bus ride home, I see S and T sitting together for the whole bus ride home. There were even points when she was sleeping on his shoulder and chest. Every one of my friends noticed it and even they weren't happy with what was going on. Seeing her sleep on him absolutely tore out my heart. As if breaking it off with her isn't enough, now I have to watch the two of them be like this. Talk about adding salt to injury.
My friends were really pissed at T for being quite insensitive about the fact we ended our friendship and at S for being a d*ck friend. They almost confronted them however they advised me to look the other way and not do anything about it.
I don't know how much longer I can go watching the two of them especially if I can't say or do anything about it. Is there anything I can do to make it easier on myself? So far S does not know that things between me and T are over and T does not know how about S liking her. And neither of them know how much my friends and I (we all have the same friend group) hate S for being a d*ck.