Hello guys:
For everybody who read my posts from before, this is another chapter. Am i wrong?? or is he making me feel guilty by controlling me? What the **** is going on with me that i cant react???
This was the last straw i cant take it anymore, i tried to hurt myself yesterday becaus of him. I need help.
Thanks for reading
ME: I have homework to do at 5
HIM: : why at 5
ME: because Julia is coming here
HIM: lol ok
ME: ok
HIM: never tell me ****ing shit until last minute like ****ing always
ME: i told u i had college homework to do
HIM: u said you were doing it alone in your house
ME: i said alone?
HIM:why didnt you ****ing tell me. why the **** do you ****ing wait until ****ing 12 ****ing clock at the ****ing night before to ****ing tell me
ME: because my week has been crazy and it snot something important , its a school homework: they said they are coming over, i dont know if they wil.
HIM: what the **** do i ask. that you ****ign tell me shit ahead of time. and what the **** do you always ****ing constantly do. tell me the last ****ing minute. but then expect me to not curse you, not say shit about you and not say shit about kid or any ****ing thing you want me to do. but when it comes to something i ask of you YOU NEVER ****ING DO IT AFTER ASKING 500000000000 ****ING TIMES. You are not right. so fix yourself and i fix myself. keep being an ignorant bitch. and i will keep being an offending asshole. Everything was fine. then what happened. you disrespect me failling to tell me something for the 425435346 time in a row. so you dont give a **** about what i want then i curse you to make you feel like the piece of shit i just felt like. then we are even.
ME: i failed? once again; if i dont tell u something i have no credit; im a whore and everything awful. do u ever think how i feel? why i didnt tell? and because i dont tell you something simple like this im all of those name sfor u. Its the way u want, its your standart. U are not considerate with me at all, and u were not when a simple thing i failed was the reason for all those names. And u are not everyday but your excuse is the way I am.
HIM: yeah simple thing because you do it. but my cursing isnt a simple thing because its me lol typical cunt bullshit. So shut your ****ing cunt mouth and dont do it again. its that simple. but you want to bring all this other ****ing bullshit into it like fights and how you think and all this other crap that is besides the point
I m just devastated, cant say anything else...