I´ve been drowning in my own toughts for the past two weeks... Im 23 years old, have had 3 previous relationships (which lasted six moths each) I currently teach English at two local colleges in a small town here in Brazil and so one night I met this girl... We talked for nearly five hours, same thing happened the next day, and the next... Since then Ive been disturbed by irrational toughts, couldnt throw her image out of my head, so I tried to keep away from her, pretend that I didnt remember her name, and after I got to know her brother I just started trying to ignore her whenever she came around by... and when I finally tought that the problem was solved, I was hit with a revelation that she was going through the same thing as me..... she´s 15 by the way... and from there I returned to the routine of sleepless nights and restless days... I know it isnt rational, I know that I will end up messing up my life and her studies, and yet I just cant get away from this...
I dont know what to call it... Ive lived through a lot in life but never I have suffered like this.... Anyone has gone trough this and can give me some advice?