Over the last 2 months I've been rejected 6 different times. It started when I got rejected by the girl I has been seeing for about a month. She told me she didn't feel a romantic feeling, just friends. That hurt, I really liked her, but I picked up the pieces and moved on relatively quick.
I met a girl at my university, made plans to get lunch then the day of she stopped replying and didn't show up.
An almost similar thing happened with a girl I actually met that day, we made plan for that weekend but just stopped replying.
I then asked out a girl at the gym, never had contact with her before but figured I'd try, she respectfully said no.
At this point I was pretty down on myself, little did I know it was about to get way worse. At the beginning of this month I took a chance and asked out a girl from a class last semester and she said yes. We actually went on 2 dates and clicked, as early as it was I was developing feelings for her, things really just felt right. It was like she was who I was waiting for my whole life. But when scheduling a 3rd date we saw we couldn't see each other for 3 weeks, I got scared she was going to forget about me and pushed her away. It was my fault and I've agonized over what could have been.
Then just recently, this girl who I've had a crush on since the beginning of the semester reached out to start working together on school work. This had led to me and her exchanging text and snapchats, me walking her to her car after class etc. We were supposed to meet up at this function yesterday but she couldn't make it. I was going to tell her how I felt then, but i ended up texting it. She hasn't replied since, even though she read it last night and has posted on social media.
I have no hope or confidence in myself anymore. I don't feel good enough. It's easy to say they aren't the right ones, but time and time again this happens to me. I just want to find a special someone. I've been alone for the better part of 2 years now and it's really getting to me. I guess I shouldn't go for the girls I like, I'm not good enough for them.