I am not sure what to do, so I hope someone can suggest something.
I have been with my boyfriend for just over two years and things are going really well. I know that I want to marry him and I am pretty sure he feels the same but I don't know exactly how he sees the next few years. I am ready to get married, I don't want to wait any longer but I don't think he is ready yet. We have talked about it and I know he sees it in happening in the next few years but I find it hard because I want to know exactly what he is thinking but then I don't because I want some spontaneity involved. Pretty contradictory huh??
He is studying medicine so I know he does not want to get engaged this year. And we don't want to live together before we get married. I am silly, I have this plan in my head of how I want things to proceed but unfortunately I don't think it will turn out that way and it is making me crazy. I don't like not having control of what is going to happen but I know that is what makes life exciting. I can't stop obsessing over it and it doesn't help when all the people around you seem to be getting engaged and married too. I just wish I could be content with the way things are because I think they will be this way for a while yet. Any advice???