yeah yeah - i know the last thing you want to see is my name on something on this site again. BUT I DONT ****ING CARE.
ANYWAYS - I'd like to start this off with a GOD DAMN IT FEELS GOOD TO COME BACK TO THIS SITE AND SEE FAMILIAR FACES STILL. And for those of you who dont know me - well, you just suck ass for not reading any of my past posts.
ALRIGHTY NOW !! Small update here it comes !!!
***UPDATE***
You guys remember Elena, right ? Yeah well things got pretty hot and heavy between the two of us. I wont go into details - but i will say sex was never part of it. I found out some information thru my little network of friends i have started to build lately that she was just with me because i bought her things. See i never really asked her out or the big question. I just assumed were were a couple. She sais that she doesnt think we are, but she knows i was thinking it, and that she is just going with the flow so she can continue to get these nice things i kept buying her. Well yeah - i just stopped calling her. She called me like 20 times the first day then called me just last night twice, but i never answered the phone. I have been rid of her for going on a month now.
shortly after i stopped seeing her a new girl comes aboard at my job. She is 24, married, has 3 kids, mexican, and is ****ing cute as all hell. Well i made it a high priority to become good friends with her. Well, things have gotten a little farther than that recently. I took her out on a date last Friday for lunch - she ****ing LOVED it. I took her to this place she was talking about a few weeks before that she said would be a "perfect dating atmosphere" - but she didnt know i heard her say that. I am good like that. ANYWAYS. After lunch I was in the copy room making copies, DUH, then she comes up behind me and pokes my side and scared the living shit out of me. we both laughed and she said I'm easy. I declined and she said "yes you are, watch.." And she grabs me by the shirt and pulls me in for a kiss. As soon as our lips touched her mouth opened and i backed off and just said "i cant....... you're married" and she just walked off. Later she appologized for "putting me in that position like that" and i told her not to worry about it. "it never happened." And we went on with our flirty selves.
Today Fabby (oh - her name is Fabiola, but I call her Fabby) and i talked ALOT more than usual and our talks seemed to get a little more serious than usual - she is like me - she went straight to the point. After work just as she got in her car she said to me "I dont wait around forever - i do get very impatient. I just want you to chew on that for awhile" which is exactly something i've said in the past. She is just like me which is ****ing weird. hehe
ANYWAYS. she gave me her email address today and i sent her an email about 2 hours ago stating where i stand and why i stopped the kiss. Her man. I wont go into detail about it. But i will say i did it again. I am making someone decide. Me or him. There is no way in herll i will go thru another threeway relationship again. and i wont go into it at all if HE is in the picture. Thats basically what i told her.
In other news - i started looking for a higher paying job - yeah i know - i'm a greedy bastard. But the job search isnt looking so good - and plus i think i want to stay where i am at cause of Fabby. I like being around her.
ALSO i downloaded the Sims 2 over the weekend and applied a crack to it. I think I've become addicted to the game. I have a wife, a g/f, and a potential g/f that my wife has the hots for... so who knows where this is gonna go. Oh and btw i used a cheat code "motherlode" to get me up to $9,999,999 in the game - so yeah - i'm a rich bitch. lmao
***END UPDATE***
And thats that. glad to see you all again in advance. And its good to be back.