1. 'i have a girl friend i love her too much but whenever i say the same she says that, we are only friends'.... so is she your gf or friend?
2. 'when i force to have sex she back off and say i m not mentally prepared for you'.... i hope vashti's right and that that was a translation issue. although what did you mix it up with?
3. 'every time she make love with me without undressing her, it has been so long that she now don't feel guilty as she did when it all started'.... if this is after all that consentual 'forced' sex i'm not too surprised.
4. 'she says we are only best friend and on the other hand she do every thing and after that...' if this has been going on for 4 months why have you not asked her outright what's going on? or is it nookie 1st, questions later?
They called us a dead generation,
They told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all clearly alive.