Hi all,
I'm a 21 female in my senior year of college. I come seeking some bit of advice on my relationship. I've been dating my boyfriend for two years now and I really do love him; he's a kind and caring person and I know he really loves me back.
Unfortunately, I've become increasingly aware that he is very seriously (for lack of better words) a lazy slob. He never wants to do anything but sit on his computer and play games all the time. When he's at work, he reads websites about his game and how to play it better. His boss has even called him on it, and gave him a warning to stop playing around at work but he still does it. He doesn't even iron his clothes for work, he takes so little pride in himself and just doesn't seem to care. When he's in school, he neglects to do his homework so he can play around more, and has failed several classes this way.
He NEVER cleans his apartment and it consistently grosses me out. I feel like he is incredibly immature for his age, and his life has no structure and he doesn't take care of any of his responsibilities. I've talked about this with him several times, and he completely agrees and always feels bad and ashamed when I bring it up, and promises to change it. I ask him if he is stressed, or depressed, or upset about anything (and if that is why he plays games so much) and he says that he isn't... he's just lazy. He hasn't changed at all and falls back into the same routine every time. I'm afraid that might be my own fault; I forgive him pretty fast, especially when he actually starts to break down into tears.
I don't feel like I'm getting everything I deserve out of our relationship. I work VERY hard to do things to show him I love him; I cook, I clean, I write a little love note, I bring him treats, and I always dress nice for him. We've talked about marriage and I was so sure about it, but now I feel like I want to tell him that I can't go on being with him if he's going to stay this way forever.
I feel like there is SO much that needs to be fixed here, and I'm not sure he's capable at all of changing. Is there some way to work this out? It would break my heart, but should I just leave him? I feel like I may be missing out on a really fantastic relationship. What should I do?