Today my BFF decided he would invite some of our friends over to the house. I've been really down and depressed so they came over and surprised me with things I like to help cheer me up. One of the friends he invited over is someone I haven't talked to in a long time because his fiancee thought he was too close to me. (His twin sister was a good friend of mine, and was into gang-violence passed away in 2000 in Chicago.) Ever since then we had been close but nothing ever sparked between us. Today he bought me this huge Beatles Poster, a book about the Beatles, other Beatles stuff and a bag of Jolly Ranchers. I lit up like a Christmas tree and thanked him with a hug and such. He was so distant though. He sat and didn't say much and every time I tried to talk to him... he would say a few words then look the other way. When he was about to leave he winked and said read my letter.
I read this letter and he talked about how much he missed me and hanging out with me, blah blah blah he couldn't wait until he saw me. I don't get it? He had me right there!! Wouldn't say a word and was being sort of mean. My BFF said that he was probably trying not to get too close again... because of his woman... and some of my girl friends were like, "u know he has always had a thing for you..." but even if he did... what would make a guy give you the cold shoulder like that.