I am a shy and introverted guy and spent most of my time playing video games. I don't have anyone to talk to, but I just want to tell someone..
I fell in love with a girl in my accounting class, I had never felt this way about anyone and most of all I thought she liked me too. She asked me if I liked to partner up with her for an assignment. Of course I accepted. We also started going to lectures together and we would talk about random stuff like the k pop stars she liked.
I wanted to make her happy so I did all the work on the assignment and spent hours checking over it to make sure she would get a good mark. I stopped playing games so I would get a good grade to impress her which I did topping the exam. Everyday I was just thinking about her...
I thought she liked me and I really liked her so I decided to confess, which I did after the assignment. I sent her a message about it on fb but she never replied and the other day when we had class together I tried to talk to her but she said she was busy and had to go home. She now goes to lectures with another guy and has avoided me since.
I really sad right now, can't do any work, I have lost so many hours just staring into space, feeling like I have no energy left in me. My heart hurts and tears well up in my eyes every so often. Exams are in 2 weeks but I can't study. I feel like she just pretended to like me so I would do all the work for her, its like I am a piece of toilet that people use and throw away.
Thank you for taking a moment out of your busy day,
I am really sorry you had to read such a long and poorly written post but I just don't know what to do...