So like my story begins with a girl which dated a guy 5 years.She had a boyfriend and my relationship with her were just friendship.In the end they broke up because he cheated on her and we started dating.We date with her for 1 year already but i do understand that its hard for her to forget about her first love which she had for 5 years.This summer she gone on vacation to her homeland for 2 month we keeped each other in touch by calling each other and webcaming.
Last week she told me she met her ex and they slept with each other since she still had feelings for him.I asked her what happened that time and she told me that she asked him if the cheating thing which people was talking about him was true and he told her that it wasnt just once.So after that she have no faith in males or in love.
I decided to forgive her but she said that she cant forgive herself and its really hard for her.So in the end i told her that we should decide about our relationship once she comes back.
The problem is i told her that i forgived her but those few days i cant help but think about all this situation so its hard for me to call her or something.
In need of advice if some1 who understands what i feel right now or had similar situation reading this then im asking for your help