is a really bad addiction of mine. i have been looking at porn since i was about 12 years old, when i desperately hacked my mom's aol address in ohio and changed mine to general. i have realized over the years that i have become addicted to it, thinking of a way i could look at it again, even it if means my mom is in the next room over. i never thougth i might be gay until i looked at porno. i never stuck things in my butt until i started looking at porno.
i never started thinking really sexual thoughts about my friends who are girls until i started looking at porn.
its too late to change all of that.. but porn is beginning to ruin my life. i waste too much time with it and the guiltiness of knowing is what i live with. i have only just recently realized that i have been comparing my love to the actors of pornography, rather than loving her and appreciating her.
i just want to stop looking at porn but im addicted. today im going to throw away (and break in half, just incase i get horny later) a porn dvd i made. but my brother has porn on the computer and if i delete that he will get mad and try to seek revenge on me as much as possible.
help me try to get off of porn!
ever since i saw mario when i was young i have been masturbating alot..and no its not the way he smashes his head into the bricks. remember when that lady was in the mud tub in the movie? i was extremely attracted to that and that got me touching myself. started masturbating.. i wanna stop being so horny but i dont know how..
any ideas??