Ok..I have been in my relationship with my boyfriend for two years... we have gone through the loss of a baby together and I lived with him for a year. We decided to make a very dramatic move across the states and I ended up living with him and his mom.. his mom was crazy and mean.. i couldnt take it anymore and because I was unable to handle all the fighting with my boyfriend and dealing with his mean and hateful family. I moved back home with my parents. my boyfriend then changed while i was away.. he decided he wants to get married and start a family. He is now willing to move out of his moms house and get a place so that i wont be miserble like i was when i was living with her. My problem then? I met another guy.. this guy is polite, charming, witty, and funny. I truely enjoy myself when i am with him. I met his friends and family and they all love me. Well now that my boyfriend has changed and wants to settle down.. I have to choose by a couple days if i want to move back across the states to be with him. I know with my boyfriend i love him And I am hoping that his changes will last.. he has seemed very sincere.. and he will take care of me and i wont have to worry about anything in life at all.. I also feel bad because he is going through so much stress... But this new guy.. If i pick him.. I will have to actually get a job.. and i will have to move out on my own and learn to be on my own.. I dont know what i want.. I enjoy the new guys company and I have so much fun with him.. He acts young and likes to have fun.. my boyfriend on the other hand when we are together we act like a married couple because all we do is work, go to bed same thing over and over agian... I have no clue what i want.. I feel like i am going crazy