Hi guys/gals
Just joined this forum as i need to pour my heart out somwhere!! i think im looking for advice but i really dont know
Well ill jump straight into my problem, basically i used to live in northampton and now live in crawley (about 2 hours away) and when i lived there i got to know this girl, nikki through text, phone and msn...anyway, we have never met although we only lived about 10mins away because sadly i moved after. and we have always kept contact. now im going out with cali, who iv been with for 10months now and on and off iv liked nikki. the other day i was talking to nikki and we both told each other how we felt etc n she really wants to see me...she says i always make her smile etc n she does same to me, we just get on really well.
when im talking to her i completely forget about cali which is unfair i know..but now thinking about nikki is driving me mad. i cant drive or whatever so would have to get a train to see her and am thinking of staying in a B&B overnight to see her, but i dont know if it would be worse when i cam back because i can get a bit down sometimes, especially if we really hit it off then i know nothing can happen and its not fair on cali...though if nikki lived here and i got given the choice one or the other it would be nikki everytime...
there is still loads to say about it but ill stop as i dont know where im heading with any of this
please just post up any immediate thoughts
thanks, adz x