Hey i've been gone for quite some time...same old work, school full-time, bf, and no time for myself. I'm starting to really get the blues again..maybe it's the weather I don't know. I'm starting to feel a separation from everyone in my life...especially my friends. I just feel like i'm not on the same page with anyone. My best friend is always nagging me about not spending time with her while my bf and i have started arguing again, i'm always in the wrong for something even the smallest things. I don't know if it's just me or if i really have some toxic people in my life but i'm starting to really get down on myself and i feel unhealthy. I have no appettite, i'm tired all the time, i'm moody, and don't want to go anywhere. I'm turning 21 this year, i feel like i should be getting to a place where i feel more secure about everything in my life but it's exactly the opposite.