Been browsing these forums and seems an excellent place to let off your heartache.
My ex broke up with me recently and i am devastated....I've done all the wrong moves - begged for her, cried in front of her, wouldn't leave her alone and cos she's got a new bf got extreemly jealous acting
What gets me the most though is the fact that she has never told me to back off, when we first broke up i asked her to give me no contact and it was as though she couldn't do it.....worst thing of it all is she only lives round the corner from me
She and her new boyfriend are going on holiday in a weeks time for 3 weeks to Austrailia....she has her eldest brother who lives there and has recently had a baby with the wife and so she wants to visit her.
She has never been apart from me for longer than a week, she kept saying that she'll miss me - once she said she'll miss looking at my face.....why would you say that to your ex?!
My ex said shes not "in love" with me no more.....but why does her actions say more? Even her sister has said to me "i think she's all messed up cos of her exams and its the last year of Uni for her" Her sister doesn't like the new bf she said she thinks he's weird lol!
I know this post probably doesn't make any sense and doesn't give much information but i didnt wanna bore you to death.
All i wanna know is.....will she miss me do you think? As like i've said before we have never been apart for longer than a week and i was her best friend as well as a lover....i knew her inside out and her the same to me.....she said to me after she broke up with me "you'll always be my soul-mate".