So, I'm in this teen theater group at the library. This is my third year doing it. There's also this girl who's been doing it for three years. I've always thought she was pretty, but just now I've realized that I truly love her. There are some problems though.
I only see her once a week for about a month every year, and I we only have one dress rehearsal and one performance left, which are the only times I will get to see her until next late June/early July unless I happen to run into her somewhere.
There are a lot of other kids in the theater group, some of which I know, and I'm embarrassed to talk to her with other people around.
I think she's older than me, I'm 13 and she's probably 14 or 15. Not that age really matters, but I'm kind of young to have a girlfriend.
I would be extremely embarrassed for my parents or my brother to see me hanging out with her.
I already have dreams about taking her skiing when I'm older, and I have thought of how I want to propose to her, which coincidentally is when we are skiing.
She doesn't know I love her.
And I have a very good friend who is also in the theater group, and I wouldn't want to just abandon him and only hang out with this girl.
I'm in an online band, and have written a song about her. I don't plan on releasing it.
I don't have a Facebook or twitter account and plus I don't even know if she's on there.
I'm trying to kind of get myself on her radar, by saying hi when she and her sister arrive for theater practice, and asking casual questions while backstage, but I haven't gotten a chance to do any of these things yet.
She's very quiet.
She's extremely hot.
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What should I do?
Someone please help me, I want to know what to do.
Plus this is my first post, so hi everyone!
Thanks in advance,
Owmyhead (why did I make that my username?)