this happened not long ago, maybe hours before i wrote this. i don't know what i'm feeling right now, and what i should feel right now..
i had a girlfriend, we were together for almost a year. but somehow, i can't tolerate her for dwelling too much into her past. we broke up. she was terribly upset, and she tried real hard but in vain to get back together with me. but all these while, i never wanted to call her or leave her a message. i was harsh on her when i felt her pestering irritating. i know i'm heartless, but i know too that if we got back together, the ending will still be the same.
but this time she came to me, and told me that she still couldn't forget me. my heart soften each time she teared, but still i kept to my stand and shoved her away. for a few moments i wanted to tell her that i couldn't forget her too, but she told me she's got a boyfriend now. she just couldn't get me outta her mind. she was in a dilema, and so am i.
now, i convinced her that she can lead a better life with her new boyfriend, but somehow i'm feeling a little weird. i can't get to slp, i can't find any meaning in doing anything. but these are no longer important anymore... any meds for heartaches?