Ok..this story is long, but I'll keep it as short as possible
So.. Here's the deal:
I'm 20, he's 30. He found out he was my first, and freaked out.
We tried to have sex, I wanted him to wear a condom. He couldn't do a thing (with OR without it).. I was completely out of the mood, expecting pain, not pleasure.. Meanwhile, he was forcing me to give him a blowjob, which I refused.
So, nothing happened.
Afterwards, we had a fight.. I said that I have a feeling we will never see each other again (I wanted to provoke him to say it, cause I saw that he wasn't satisfied with the situation..), but, he said: "I see that that's what YOU want.." I asked him what HE wants, he said he wanted to see me again.
The next day, we had a fight via e-mail (yes, it is stupid as it sounds..but "paper" can take anything), and he said that he was with hundred of women, all kinds of (he actually described all those kinds..ugh..don't ask), and neither of them was as cold as I was. And THAT's why he couldn't have a boner! (whatever..)
He actually thought I was mad because of his..um..inability, but it wasn't true at all. I was mad because he said NOTHING when I told him he was the first..and I knew he wasn't satisfied with that fact.
When we both realized that it was a misunderstanding, I asked him to see me, he said "ok, in two days" (since he had some job to finish..). And that second day, I asked him again, and he said that he has "this strange, indescribable feeling towards me...I was too cold, so now, he's the frozen one".
And also, he said that he doesn't know how he will feel in the future about this.. he will call if he feels the need.
And so, I've said how I can't stand those stand by situations, so I finished the whole thing.
I admit, I was cold. But, I explained why was I like that, and still, he made no effort to understand me. And I understood him, even was prepared to forget all the insults he told me in that awful fight.
Now, tell me guys.. what do you think about all this?
regards,
weirdy