So I think I'm done with her :S ?

[Bigboy77]

Been broken up for 2 months now, (4 year relationship)

She called me a few days ago...Talked about nothing.

Just sent my ex an honest message saying im pretty devastated over our break up and miserable without her.
and that i think it's best that she doesn't contact me anymore so i can move on in peace..

(i removed her off facebook right after this..)

I've also just ended contact with her parents by kindly telling them it wasnt healthy for me to continue being around them..

So yeah I think I've pretty much lost her now.
I still don't know if this was a good or bad idea...
I will see her in 3 months when she comes back home here..

I just don't know anymore.. pretty lost and upset.

[Junket]

Stay strong, you're just going through the motions.

[Bigboy77]

The thing that Drives me insane is thinking about her with this other guy she met.

I try to stop the thoughts but all I can think about is her kissing, having sex, and cuddling with him all night.. Which has been going on...

How can I stop this...?

[Bigboy77]

Stop me thinking about it.. not her and him.

[alovehangoverr]

I think what you did was for the best-- you need to move on, and communication with her/her family is just bad news after a break up.

As for stopping the thoughts of her and her with him.. it honestly just takes time. It's going to suck for a while, but once you start losing those feelings for her it'll start to fade.

[Bigboy77]

aaah i still hope she will call..
and i really want to add her back on facebook..
Im going insane haha
Screw it, it would looks so bad if I added her back..

[calamitized]

damn 4 years? what happened?

[Bigboy77]

she got bored and wanted to experience someone else.

[Junket]

Can't say I blame her.

[Bigboy77]

I KNOW!!
There's so many people to be penetrated out there by,
Who needs one when you can have them all.