Ok, i've got myself in a right situation in terms of relationships.
Ok, so i'll explain the situation.
I was with an EX 4 years ago for about 5 months, we never got really close, and eventually she ended it with me, about 3 months later she got a long term boyfriend, and i got a long term girlfriend, we've both split with them now, and after we did, we got together again, had a few dates, nothing serious but this lasted for about 4/5 months. Once again, we both kinda' lost contact, and this time she hasn't had a relationship since, but i've had a short 3 month relationship, which i ended about a month ago.
So she contacted me yesterday saying she's really missed me (it's been about 8 months since we last saw eachother) and i do genuinly miss her too, so made her aware of this.
The problem is, i can't be myself with this girl, i've always had 'that thing for her' from the start of 2007. But i like to go out at weekends and have drinks with friends, yet i don't feel like i can do this with her in my life, but i really want her in my life.
What should i do? How can i be so sure about what i want? im just really confused what to do.