I'll just summarize this one up...
During highschool I've been friends with my seatmate in class.. let us name her Jill. We have been friends for along time and confessed then ended up being rejected...
I didn't want that rejected feeling to last so picked myself up and here I am now in medical school...
She got in touch through a quote.. Ended up talking with her again... Confessed again then got shot again... Sick and tired of this crappy feeling so I texted her that this time I want space, I want to distance myself.. I hope you understand etc etc... Then she replied " Do not be like this"
I then texted back *sorta went like this* It would help me move on. I have know you for a long time, put off other (women) knowing you are special. Rejected friends advice that I should stop pursuing you. I am not mad, just disappointed, didn't get what I was hoping for.. so maybe this time, I'd open myself to other chances that might come by.. I hope you understand..
Then she replied that she is now having a hard time too..
Then she replied : You are like my bestfriend and you want to end it like this?
--- I was like @_@.... those meme faces....
Geez I really want to freaking forget her.. If only there was a drug to forget her and not being guilty coz of what she said...
I don't know how to respond to what she said....