I've been led on. True, I loved it and really went for it too.... I made myself easy prey. But what was obviously a big game for him suddenly got very real for me. I'm so in love with this guy that I can't think straight. Every day I'm in floods of tears. I try to talk sense to myself, because I know it could never have worked out, but the pain feels like it's killing me. I'm never even going to see him again - or speak to him, by the looks of things... we had a few bits of online contact but now that has stopped. I made the mistake of saying I miss him - and whoosh! you could practically hear his footsteps pounding into the distance.
Will someone please please reply to this? I feel like such an idiot, and so alone. Just say you know how I feel and it gets better....
Quick update....he's been on fb several times and not tried to speak to me, so obviously, I need to get over him and move on. Like I said - stupid!