Ok, so. I totally need advice.
I’ve been with my boyfriend for about a year. And I care about him, and he has done so much for me ect, but I’m not in love with him anymore.
We still get along, and I don’t think he even really knows I feel this way. We don’t have a sex life, which is HUGE for me. I am not attracted to him anymore, whatsoever really.
But, here’s the tricky part…. I have fallen in love with his Cousin. I know, call Jerry Springer. This is not a typical situation for me, as I am usually a loyal girlfriend. Said cousin LIVES with my boyfriend along with cousin #2. The two brothers (boyfriends cousins) have always been two of my best friends, but over the past few months there has been such a connection with the one I’m now really into. And I know he feels the same way. He is just… perfect for me. We have so much fun together, and we both want each other so badly. I've never felt like this about someone...
I don’t know what to do. I’m miserable. I don’t want to be with boyfriend anymore, but couldn’t bare to leave him for a family member! That’s so beyond cruel.
The cousin is all I think about, I’m in love. He’s in love with me. It would all be so wonderful, if it weren’t for this terrible situation.
I don’t even know what advice can be given… but anything would be a real help. Apologies for the rant...