Ok after two long weeks i finally got my ex Girlfriend to sit down and talk and i asked her what was wrong (this is the 2nd time in 4 months she as done this now)
She said to me i love you but at the moment i just don't wnat a searious relationship what you want i can't give you what you need plus im moving to London in 9 months so it would be over then anywaz (we live in leed 4 hour drive)
I said to her why you done this to me i don't understand you wanted us to get back together you have broke my heart again.
She said look im sorry but i can't help how i feel then she went on to say i want us back to how we was before (we used to have the best friendship in the world) we used to talk about anything and she used to tell me anything) then she started getting upset saying i want you to be the first all the time i want to ring you up first if i pass my driving test and i want you to be the same with me i will always love you.
I said to her i dunno i love you to much now for that again i really dunno.
Basically it was left at that..
But now im lost into what to do the truth is i love her to bits and she is a big part of my life in whatever way i look at it but the last time when we first split up eventually i stopped talking to her and txting her and in the end she missed me.
Should i do the same again?
Or should i just be mates with her again the truth is my best mate is moving away so now my girlfriend as left me i don't want to lose her totally aswell in the space of one week but then again i wnat her back because i know deep down she wants me but she won't show it!
so should i leave her and let her miss me again or should i just be mates with her and see what happens from that?
HELPPPPPPPP!