What is this feeling?
Feels like I'm constantly reminiscing..
They say time heals all wounds,
Feels like I'm being fed pain with spoons.
This pain is like no other
worse than the loss of a brother,
why won't it go away..
If forever is always this short,
I never want to experience it again.

Why is it so hard to get away from this pain? It comes and it goes, but always comes again.