Let me start off by saying that I've never been in a relationship (hell, never even been on a date). For whatever reason, girls are just generally not attracted to me as anything more than a friend. It's pretty frustrating, because I really don't know what it is. I mean, I know I'm not really an attractive guy, at all, but I try to make the best of it. I take care of myself, I practice good hygiene, I try to dress well, etc. And I might not have the most fun exciting personality, but I'm not a bad guy, I try to be nice and friendly to everyone. So, you get the idea by now, right?
Anyway, recently I've learned that a girl I know has been sleeping with many of my (single) male friends, mostly just for fun, as best I can tell. Today, I "heard it through the grapevine" that I'm the only guy in my little social circle that she has no interest in "messing around" with. Now, I'm not that kind of guy. I'm not really into her, and even if she did try to get with me, I wouldn't actually go through with it.
But I can't help but be bothered by it, still. It'd be nice to at least be considered, yanno? It kinda kills your self-esteem when the girl that sleeps with everyone doesn't even consider you. Makes me wonder just what the heck is really wrong with me. If a girl that'll pretty much sleep with anyone isn't into me, how can I expect to ever win over a girl I actually DO want to be with?
It's not like this is the first time this has ever happened to me before, either. I've known plenty of girls that seemingly wanted to sleep with every guy I knew except for me. I just don't get it, yanno?