What's changed? You're still long distance so you'll never be able to give her the time she wants? You're still going to be lazy about the relationship since it is long distance and you're going to be opening up a bunch of old wounds that, had you stayed NC, would be well on their way to healing.
What are your plans to be in the same city and end this long distance stuff? Why are you long distance and how long will it remain that way?
Unless you have concrete plans to be in the same place one day in the near future then LDR's are just a waste of everyone's well being and contentedness. Be careful going forward. Really know what you want before you shred one another yet again.
“The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.” ~Joan Didion