hey i am 19 year old guy uh about 2 years back i got in a relationship geez lol i am gonna be really honest i am not really a believer in such online help lol but a friend really advised it anyways erm aaah so
i have a gf erm she's pretty , talented lol really talented erm perfect can i say erm but uh god! i mean like you know it's like anyone would want her and i know she's so good , kind and everything nice you can think off but just like aaaah
Personally you know i am a pretty silent no nonsense kind of fellow who really dont get angry easily or irritated easily and erm stuff anyways so god i dont know how to sasy but it's like it was all fine till an year back we were happy but she's so commited i mean it's like geez things like i cant even be away from her a single hour you know all the time messeges like "i miss you" it's okay but erm aaah it's not seriously starting to irritate me i have changed so much! and and i have become so short tempered when she's around i say all the bad things about her when my friends are around me even though they think she's like perfect i dont know i just feel like suffocating i have been so RUDE with her lately but she's like she just wont give in no matter how mean i am..
. i feel like crying she's so nice and i am such a bastard who dont even deserve her so many better guys she can get erm aaah u i cant even talk to her straight about breaking up because i am scared she has had a history of hurting herself whenever i have signalled of such talks and i am seriously scared if she does something stupid with herself i just cant let that happen and aaah yes that's pretty much it.
what should i do really? should i stick with her try to figure out i am so confused right now aaah thank you