Hello all,
This is my first time posting here. Please help.
I've been with my boyfriend for two and a half years now. Recently, I moved out of parents' place and started grad school, so there has been a lot of changes lately. There is this guy at school who I've become close friends with. And this past weekend, we both went to a party and had a drink or two (neither of us was drunk though). Anyhow, we ended up making out that night. I don't know what I was thinking. Afterwards I felt terrible and have been avoiding my boyfriend ever since.
I talked to the guy about it, and we both agree that it basically meant nothing. Neither of us want to date each other. I've been feeling so guilty lately though about what happened, and despite how much I want to tell my boyfriend, I know I'll lose him if I do.
I don't know what to do. The guilty feeling is seriously destroying me. I can't focus at all...I can't forgive myself.
What should I do?