I'm here trying to get some advice on what to do now! So lemme start the story! I found this beautiful girl who use to work in our team. Bcoz of we have to work together, we started talking and in a way getting to know each other with a curiosity vice versa! We have developed this affection and excitement towards each other step by step and day by day by getting to know each other more n more. We use to have this physical,and mental access and comfort with each other and helping and stuff.So finally after four or five months we got this situation in front of us where one of us had to admit love towards the other one! So I took the first step and admitted her that I love her. She seemed to be like she knew that already because one of our mutual girl friend told her. Coming back,when I told her she started crying in happiness and confusion. She started hugging me and we started going out for coffee and drink,pub and club etc and we were very happy and started kissing and planning to move in to a place! She never told me but our mutual friend showed me some texts from her about what she's planning to do and she always keeps telling me that she fell for me and love me.
Here comes the biggest disaster of my life, so one weekend we been to town and drinking till 4 in the morning me with her and our mutual friend. After that I thought I could drive and started driving with both of them in the car. I still can't believe I flipped and crashed the car with police chasing behind me! We ended up in biggest hospital in town where one can't walk properly one is in shock and me in pain for a day or so. After that incident suddenly I was not given any chance to meet them or to be in contact with them! But after a week my girl came back to me started texting and saying she is devastated and her heart broken because of my actions,she wants to slap me and shout at me.(kinda like acting hot and cold)she also said she's shouting my name in her sleep. And finally we met one bad day I'm totally normal and alright bcoz I'm this very cool and positive guy who Never took any bad things take over my head.. But I did apologised her very badly because i do know I have made a very big mistake.So now she says she don't trust me anymore and also because of I took things very easily. She thinks I'm a liar. She is not seeing me anymore. She told me to forget her. So now Iam having hard time on how to react to this situation and understand her....
any advice on what to do or how to get back to her will be really greatful. Thanks in advance( a women's advice will me more helpful)