Okay so, met her over a year ago, and she was... well ill skip all the descriptions as everyone whos ever been in love will use these same phrases, point is i fell in love so fast it was absurd.
about a few months into spending a lot of time with her, going out, hanging out and so on, i finally worked up the guts to admit how i feel about her and asked her out.
well, she said no, and i got friendzoned.
but, the friendzone part some how flourished further instead of just staying stuck at the spot of "the guy that likes me but i wont date". we some how developed into best friends, and i mean that very very seriously and literally. i became, her very best friend and vice verca. how ever, on my part i am also still deeply in love with her.
a year goes by, and i asked her out again, thinking maybe things will change now as things in life came and went and now we know each other so well.
again, rejected.
yet still, we became even closer than ever, to the point where she would call/text and see me every day, even sending me messages that i can only imagine couples say to each other.
things like "i love you" at random or "i cant imagine a single day without you" and so on...
so, an other few months went by, and i asked her out yet again. this time, more serious and telling her i truely love her.
and again, rejected.
and by this point, she is now actively seeking someone, and has told me so. but heres the odd part, she told me that whom ever the guy may be, if he cant pass my gate, she wont date him.
her words, said about 10 minutes after she rejected me the third time.
so okay, well as her best friend, and more importantly as someone who really do care about her and love her, i said yes i will. followed by, well what kind of guy are you thinking of?
she goes "kind of like you".
so yeah, im royally confused.
ps. she is also for some reason really wanting to hook me up with some one. even though she knows that i have no interest in "hook ups" or just any dates of any kind. i only am interested in a relationship, and at this time, only with her.
soo... yeah. any insights would be wonderful. cause honestly, i want to give her a ring. if you know what i mean.