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First realize that you are in therapy for reason. You decided to go right! Having an attraction to your therapist is one thing but having an obsession is another. She is your therapist. Someone who is supposed to help you get through and understand tramtic events that happen in your life. How is falling in love with her going to help you?
i hope that when you see her agin you will tell her everything thatyou have said here. I honestly think it will help you. I knowsome saying you wil find someone who will fit with you is hard to believe but you will. It's not a good thing to think abot right now. You need to take care of yourself first. Whne you feel stronger, yoou will feel differently. Take good care of yourself.
"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... Lord, whats his name....
" The world is big... I want to see all of it before it gets dark." -- John Muir