Hi, now im not generally a shy guy, but i wont state mu name here, i feels sort of inappropriate, and all in all does not mater. I have known this girl for the past six years, we were good friends and i always liked her, i made no secret of that. But generally we did not go out very often, maybe once a month. She by nature is a very shy girl, she doesn't go to clubs, drink, and party, but she is a sweet thing, in my mind she is innocence itself. I felt that every time i meet her i need to make her smile, for a long time that alone was enough for me. But in the past 3 months we started getting together more often, we go out with all our friends and later we go to my apartment ( with a few friends) and play cards, talk, and joke about. She always has a smile when talking to me. A month ago we went to my apartment along with two other friends, same as usual. We were having so much fun that it was getting late and we lost track of time, we sort of just lied down on my bed. She stated that she would like to have a baby with blond hair and blue eyes, and looked at me smiling she said: "Too bad you don't have blue eyes". I know, imagine how I felt. After a few minutes she asked me come closer to her, so i can warm her, that she was cold. I lied right by her and she took mu hand and put it around her waist.I felt how comfortable she was in my hands, she felt safe and warm, i know she did, she said that she would love to stay here forever. I usually keep my reserve with emotions, especially when girls are the issue, so i don't fall in love very often. I was in love just once before her, and burned myself. Anyhow after that night i decided to send her an SMS, asking did she get home OK (nasty neighborhood where she lives in,i got attacked there before). But i got no reply, i sent her another text a day after, asking if she wanted to come to my apartment as usual (my sister was back in town and i wanted to make a little get-together for her), the text was never sent, she disconnected her number. The more she kept ignoring me the more heart broken i was. And then i did something that i knew was a mistake, i told her how i feel on Facebook, i wrote a kind of letter asking her just to see me and talk to me like a man. In fact i was not so much as heart broken as i was disappointed that someone i know for 6 years is now avoiding me, and ignoring me just because i was honest about how i feel. Now i know her, she has suffered a lot in her life, her whole family are war refugees, and she is a sad person by nature, which is probably why i wanted to make her smile, and after that night make her happy. I wanted her to always be safe, and warm. Now i know i did not do anything wrong, what is just and true is newer wrong, i just wasn't smart about it, i sent her 2 more Facebook "letters", again with no reply. She is not a bad person, I'm not just saying this because i love her.I know her. I just thing that i scared her away, that i was too serious. I don't have much experience with love. Anyhow i just needed to put this in writing, i don't like to bother other people with this, and the ones i did just took my side, and comforted me, they were worried about hurting my feelings, they are good friends but i need someone to be honest.
Why is she ignoring me, could there be some other reason that just fear.
Did i miss read her signs?
And how can i convince her to talk to me?