I'm looking for perspective here...
Okay, I'm on the verge of getting engaged to my g/f of three years. I have cold feet about the whole thing, but I know it's a good thing, and am looking forward to being with her forever.
What worries is that as I approach the proposal, I see myself thinking about other girls a lot more. At an outing with a bunch of friends, while drunk, I ended up touching a female aquaintance's chest, no kissing, making out, sex, sleeping together or the like, just brief touching and talking. I feel like this is just me getting something out of my system before committing fully to my girlfriend, but I can't help but feel really bad about the whole thing.
After this, I've been feeling more sure about proposing that I ever have previously, which makes me think I'm just getting the last of my horny young male out of me. Am I making sense?