My ex broke up with me 2 months ago and I still am at the point where I miss her everyday. She is starting to move on and has begun trying to date other guys. Even though the one she likes is 19 and she is almost 24...not sure I get that. But, nonetheless she is moving on. Me and my ex still talk and it seems like she has pretty much put me in the friendzone. Everytime we are supposed to hang out she cancels. Even though it is mostly her idea. She told me the other day that it would just be too hard because she still loves me and always will. The thought of her being with another guy kills me and I can't help feeling like I let her down. I thought I would have her forever. We talked about it all the time. But, now she is gone. This is part of the reason why it is so hard for me to let go. It is hard to move on from somebody that you think is the one you want to marry. I don't want her as just a friend. But, I also don't want to lose her completely in my life. I have been talking to another girl, but it just is not the same to me. We have a lot in common. Probably more than my ex and I. But, I just don't feel like she is the kind of girl I want. My ex told me she would always be there for me as a friend when I want to talk. But, it is so hard to be friends with somebody that means the world to you. I would do anything to get her back. She told me before that she just doesn't see us geting back togethor. Which is hard for me to come to terms with.