i hope that someday, you find an amazing guy.
the kind of guy who means everything to you
& makes you want to spend every moment of your time with him.
the kind of guy who keeps you up at night,
just thinking about his beautiful smile,
...& when you finally fall asleep, he`s all you dream about.
i hope he`s the first thing to cross your mind
when you wake up in the morning.
i hope he changes you in a way you could never understand,
yet you know it`s for the better.
i hope he`s the kind of guy you would die for.
the kind of gul who could make you cry,
even though you`d never admit it.
the kind of guy who makes you want to go out
& do something special, something that means everything to the both of you.
the kind of guyl you can have silly fights with,
then kiss & make up & hold him in your arms
like you`re falling in love all over again.
i hope you make memories with him you never forget.
i hope he`s your world,
& what you have with him is nothing less than perfection.
& i hope that one day, you lose him.
i hope you mess up & as hard as you try
to keep him there with you, he slips through the cracks of your broken heart.
i hope it destroys you,
because you realize you`ve lost the person you once called your everything.
i hope you see every moment you spent together
spin away down the drain like it was waiting to happen.
i hope you stay up at night because he`s on your mind
& when you fall asleep, he haunts your dreams.
i hope his beautiful smile stays pressed in your mind
like a scar that won`t fade away.
i hope you realize that you`re a new person because of him,
i hope your new self feels incomplete without him
& you miss the old you.
the one that was okay with being alone,
because you`d rather be the heartbreaker than the heartbroken