Originally Posted by
Lovehurts85
I've never asked for relationship advice on a forum before, but I guess strangers couldn't screw it up less than I have myself already.
I've been in an online relationship with a woman for a little while now. I'm 24, she's 34. She lives on the other side of the country and I'm completely and utterly in love with her. I was a total a$$hole. I accused her of lying to me about herself twice. I don't know why I did it, I knew how she would react. I trust her with the most intimate details of my life, I've told her things about myself that I've never told anyone else. So I have no idea why I wouldn't trust her in telling me the truth. Anyway, she has just stopped talking to me and basically told me to pound sand. She said she really did love me and that I was being crazy, which I know I was.
My question is why do we hurt most the ones we love most and what if anything can I do to show her how sorry I am?