Hello all,
I'll start with saying I'm a pretty attractive 22 year old man who doesn't have many problems to find any girl - I'm just spitting it out, to verify I'm not desperate in any way.
Heres the thing. A few months ago I made an account on some dating site, just for fun to be honest. A few friends of mine tried it aswell, and found it to be great to find new people to meet.
So eventually they got me into it aswell. Who I met there, I had no idea...
So at this dating site - theres a tab apart that is international, for meeting people all over the world. One day I decided to check it out... Worst or best mistake of my life?
It actually started 2 and a half month ago - a girl made some status that I really liked - so I wrote my opinion about it.
She suddenly private messaged me and we continued our conversation from there.. It went really well, she was so easy to talk to and soon we found out we had so much in common... A nice addition is that's she's really cute aswell - she'll be turning 21 this year. (1 year younger than me)
Ever since talking to her for a few days, something happened I never expected to happen through the internet. I have no explanation for it, as before it I thought people who found love via online dating alone were "crazy" & I never really believed those stories.
I noticed I kept getting more & more attached.. Noticed each morning I couldn't wait to turn on my pc to read her messages & respond. During the day I couldn't stop thinking about her - I thought I was going crazy. My eyes are actually watery as I'm writing this..
I hated the fact so much I would never be able to touch her.. To cuddle her during a movie etc. Stuff real lovers do.. I started comparing every girl I met in real life to this "stranger" across the world, but none came close to the connection I have with her!
It has been 2 months and a half now, and I still have those same feelings - We talked about it alot and she feels the exact same way. I'm from Belgium, she's from the united arab emirates. Is it too soon to have this feeling I want to spend the rest of my life with her? We've talked through skype alot aswell, hours at a time.
I haven't told her yet - but I'm seriously thinking about some plan of us meeting somehow. Me to her, she to me - I care little.
Is this crazy? Are we too young? We're both working already, but have little savings ofcourse.
I just never had these strong feelings for a girl & going more and more crazy everyday with knowing she lives so far away ...
I hate it :/