I have a girl that i love and i cant lose her ive gotten extremely depressive becuz she got a bf she literally loves him more than anything else. Im disguised as her best friend but she doesnt show me that she even cares. She knows i am suicidal and i have lots of problems and all she responds with when i tell her about one of my problems is "ah " and doesnt send anything else. I used to talk to her everyday and whenever she gets in trouble i helped her out and did anything she wants. Even with her bf, he once made her cry, so i threatened him and he seemed scared from me knowing im stronger than him and i might harm him so he doesnt make her unhappy anymore but they both love each other more than f*ck and she doesnt talk to me, and if she does it is when she is not talking to her bf so im a second choice, and she doesnt keep the conversation going with me? I cant get over it it is practically dragging me to suicide i really need help i have nobody :'(