He wants to talk...
Its been a week and half since he broke up with me.
The thread to the breakup is here: [url]http://www.loveforum.net/t6082-its-over.html[/url]
I haven't tried to make any contact with him since it happened. I'm still completely heartbroken over it and I still tend to cry myself to sleep at night.
This morning I woke up and I found an email from him. Just the thought of what was inside it made me very skeptical of opening it. I was wondering if he was just making an argument or if he was actually going to apologize for what he did.
So, I opened it. Then I turned into a large ball of mush and tears.
Heres the email:
Hey Jennifer,
I dunno why I’m writing this. I was organizing my mail box, and I found all these old emails. I always thought I wasn’t the kinda guy that wouldn’t fall in love with anyone! But I can’t stop thinking about you. I mean when I try to work or when I’m trying to fall asleep; my head keeps wondering off and end up thinking about you! About all the good times we spent together, and about the stupid reason I ended the relationship for. I’m an idiot. I dunno why I got so mad! I always get this “sad” feeling when you’re not around and it gets really bad with exams and assignments….
I’m sorry for any pain I may have caused you, I really didn’t mean it. If you’ve already moved on, then I wish you the best. But if you want to talk, let me know.
Have a good night.
Greatly missing you
*his name here*
I am literally speechless over this. Mostly because I miss him and I want him, but I know he caused me so much hurt. I want to be with him, but even if I was he's moving at the end of the school year.
I just don't know what to do. I'm this emotional wreck!
Evil School!!
May not be on LF as much, due to unforeseen circumstances.
Blame College and Homework for Everything!!
-Fawn