Actually its not but I was trying to think of a good Title for this topic... lol...
This is more of an update on my current boyfriend situation...
Josh's Pros:
Hard Working
Kind
Genuine
Has Money
Intelligent
Loving
Gives me all the attention I need
Good Looking
Takes me Places
Very Attracted
Mature
Josh's Cons:
Different Religious Preference (big deal)
Far Away
Different Opinions on Relationships (values, etc)
Different Opinions on Everything lol
Not very comfortable with him
Never Calls
More into Casual nothingness than something with substance
Josh and I had a discussion last night about the above, and decided it was best not to see each other any longer, not only that but I found myself thinking of Chris (ex) quite a bit.
Coincidentally (I dont believe in coincidence just so you know) RIGHT AFTER Josh and I broke it off I get a Test Message from Chris saying Love you.. it was completely out of the blue.
Chris comes over last night... everything was PERFECT. He made lots of eye contact and of course we made love... it was definately love making..very sweet..very touchey.. very perfect heres the problem...
I felt nothing (emotionally)
Chris and I have a hard past...long past but hard one. I couldnt have made myself feel anything last night.. just wasnt there.
I told him that this morning.. but since we joke around all the time he turned it into a joke... he can never face the facts.
Chris's Pros:
Hard Working
Intelligent
Good Looking
Funny
Very Comfortable to be Around
A Lot of Fun
Calls All the Time
Comes Over All The Time
Understands my Humor (hard to find)
Chris's Cons:
Self Centered
Emotionally Immature
Avoids Confrontation about Relationship
Wont Take Me Out
Wont Show Affection As Much As I Would Like
Doesnt Pay Attention to Our Needs
If only I could find a man who is a mix of the two lol...
Heres the weird thing... when I was with Chris last night I found myself thinking of Josh.. why is my mind doing this?