Blade jagged and dull it stuttered its way in too deep
split at the seams rip flesh
the painful stab wounds left me in need
I lost you
were were you when I was in pain
Left bleeding and dead
I crawled through hell
screaming so loud
for your love
but your not around
Wondering why we both lied
all the memories we left undefined
We were Waiting to die
But I blame you
For Killing my insides
I came a long way
But the concrete you poured
has turned my heart to stone
No longer living in love
living in hate
Its enough for me to feel what its like
All the panic
the pain giving its own delights
its own promise of pleasure
I lost you
All of it planned
Pleasing
The thought of you dead
Still feeling the pain
trapt in memory of you
I see your face
I think your dead
so I wait
My love incarcerated