Longing to be loved
So yeah now when my sister left to Germany I feel lonely again. Shes been visiting only for few weeks but we been to many places and catching up with relatives.
Im planning to return to work soon and already expect what I will see there. - Same girls that I never spoke with despite that I liked them in one or other way.
Im really are not interested in dating, cause its the awkward part. I want skip straight to GF part. Also Im past times when I just wanted fck bitches and dont give a fck. Really now I want deeper meaning in life and relationships. Besides Im still a virgin at 27 years of age. Some people dont believe me and think I will be alone for a life. Does it increase my chances if I want to lick vagina? Just kidding.
On a more serious note I want to fight for my life. Sometimes part of me thinking that its too late. But theres still a hope living in me. Want to change this lonely life.
What do you guys think? Is there still a hope for me? And if yes then what would be first steps to take?
Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will